Explanation anyone?

I wish I had one. I really do, the thing is is that I am confused to, and thus I will be vague untill I figure it all out myself.
"I thought but I was wrong"
I thought my heart troubles were gone, but they're back.
"I didn't but I should have"
Talk, I didn't talk or say what needed to be said.
"I did and shouldn't have"
I assumed some things were what I interpreted them to be, but clearly God has other things in mind.
"I took and it was not mine"
It's simple, I stole, not physical possesions, but emotional things, things like hope and feelings of security, took them for my own, and I see now that was wrong.
"I wouldn't listen and I should have been listening to you all along, so please just talk to me then"
God is always trying to talk to us when we need to hear Him, but I wasn't listening when I needed it the most, and now I really want to hear what He has to say.

Thanx Brittany, prayer acomplishes miracles and hugs bring so many other things.

Now you may all understand a litle more of how confused I am? That makes sence deosn't it!
Im going to bed.