A break

I could use one. A really long and uniterupted break. None of these fake ones where I can be home and get the chor's that I dont have time for done, not the kind where I have free time for homwork, not the kind where all I have to do every day is just show up at work and be a drone. I need the kind where you can relax, do what you want when you want. I want to lay in a hamick near a body of water that is making a water like noise, its warm and sunny out, and all I have to is read the next word in the sentence of the paragraph of the chapter of the book I want to read. It would be nice, just to read and doze off and wake and reallize; oh my goodness, I dont have to do anything! And just continue reading. Ya, like that will ever happen. I cant freely or rightly take a break now, I have to do so much homwork, go to work, and prepare for nationals. I have to somehow find time to sit back and realize; Hey, Im turning eighteen, I have a lot todo. Growing up was fun, now I just have a speradic good time.

The Worn Out Rabbit.