....It's a pretty handy thing really. Love it. But tonight it would appear that I am destined to go with out for now. Another rant coming you say....maby. I hope not, that may have been an eficient waste of time, but it was alot of time. Do you have any ideah how tierd I was the next day, sheeesh! Not looking forward to waking up at all. Lie. I love mornings, I just like to sleep before it shows up. It makes the waking a litle easier when your asleep.
Sundays. Easily the worst day of the week for me. It starts out great, church you know. A litle worship, usually playing for that, drumming that is. And then some preaching, more often than not God is teaching me something totaly different than what the Pastor is saying, lately, but I learn and that is what matters. But then I come home and all of a sudden, the day sucks! Yup, not fun at all actualy. I usualy feal horible, sometimes for a reason, usualy not though. I get very litle contact with the outside world, and if I do go out it always goes bad. Not fun. No complaints though...other than the last two paragraphs....I mean, God always finds a way near the end of the day to cheer me up, tell me what I should of done and this might have been all ok. Spend more time with Him. Its not hard, not dread-full. I love praying, worshiping, reading the word. So whats wrong with me, why dont I do this? Im stupid....and useless. (laugh here)
Sorry, didnt mean to boss you around there. This is really going no where huh. Maby I will choose not to sleep tonight, but that would be dum. I have school tomorow, and no doubt work tomorow night...wait, thats all today isnt it. Dang! Well, just in case you all dont know this already, Im actualy fealing pretty ok right now...kinda....I think. Anyways, God is awesome, be near Him, be loved by Him, and spend as much time as you can with Him.
Yours Truly,
Fellow at the cross road.
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Sometimes my Sundays suck too and they start out good also! weird. They are either really good and I get to do a lot of fun stuff or I sit at home and end up arguing with my parents about something. *sigh* But when I'm doing the fun stuff I'm usually thinking about what I have to get done this week and how I SHOULD be home doing it. I just can't win. And I did laugh where you inserted (laugh here). I thought that was pretty funny. anyways, hope your day goes ok with the lack of sleep you have had. IT seems the only time we get to read your blogs anyways! ttyl
Sundays.
I love sundays. I really do. It is a day that brings me joy! :) I love them :) I just have to say i dont think i'll ever think of the words stupid and useless the same again... its just not possible. Try and get some sleep friend it will do you good, and you wont end up sick like me. :p stupid lack of useless sleep! ;)
byebye
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