Sunday, March 19, 2006

Am I really so buisy?

Life can be pretty tough, or so Ive come to see this in the people around me. I wonder why my problems are problems for me when I contrast them with other peoples problems, am I just that weak? No, Im not weak, I wont beleive that, I will not be deceived to think that way. I will do everthing I can do to stand, knowing God, there is a lot that can be done. Maby its just cause Ive been so buisy lately, its hard to beleive, I always feal stressed but ok when I have alot to do and not much of it is getting done, and I feal worn out and stretched when there is stuff getting done, but I can really do quite a bit if I put myself into it and I can enjoy it. Its just all that I am dooing now isn't ministry focussed and thats what I want to do, well, stupid of me to say that. Our lives should be ministry focussed and I want mine to be, thus I run out of excuses. I am not including enough of God in my day, I want to change that, I am trying to change that, but I suppose I am not trying hard enough huh? Ill be ok, I know this because I know that God is faithful to watch out for me and keep me safe.

2 comments:

Leah said...

I know exactly what you mean. to two things in this blog. That I don't make enough God time. I try but it doesn't alwyas get done. and also to the problem thing. I've looked at my problems and been like, "why is this such a huge deal to me?" but yet it is hard for me. Someone said don't minimze your own problems just because others seem bigger. You matter to God so your struggles do too. anyways...jennie and I were talking today about your spelling. it was funny. She said she bugs you too. it's BUSY!! lol. have a good day!

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