Somewhere Between Here and There

March 24th

13.5 hours have passed by in the window. 2.5 hours remain and then I hope to be whith people I know and food. The scenery has changed so much that I don't even recognize, but soon I will call this home. It's colder here, but I think the people are friendlyer in some way.

This trip hasn't been so lonely as I thought it might be. Two people I know were on my busses from Thompson to Swan River. One whom is more of an aquaintance, Kaley, whom talks alot...maby to much...and thus was quite entertaining. The other was a friend named Mellissa, she is pretty cool. She is really interested in Youth Group and church and stuff. I had a chance to talk to with her a fair bit about God and Christianity. She comes from an anglican back round which is a bit different then what she is interested in now, Pentecostal and Baptist, both good churches in Thompson, she goes to both youth groups. She is trying to make God a prioroity.

I slept two hours last night, and another 1.5 hours or so on the bus, Im going to read some and try to sleep some more, that didnt work out for me today or last night all that well.

Im been Tagded!

Well, Clearly I have a bunch of wierd friends who enjoy stating the OBVIOUSE about them selves on the internet for all to see. (THAT YOUR WEIRD) These weird things happen to be weird things, and sadly it seems very few people can find six of these weird things to state about themselves. This is my stab at it:

6)Im Newfie
5) I would rather be in the middle of no man's land and strugle to survive then live in a city.
4) I have a craving for Newfoundland Rabbit stew.
3) I snarl at things and people, some I dont even know.
2) I have an inabillity to cry . . . . more of a plague.
1) I do my best writing when I am extremely fatigued . . . . Grasping at straws.

Anywho, it would appear I am the victor. Thats right, I am apparently weireder then all of you foolish people. This is OBVIOUSE.

I have no one to tag really. Im friendless, who can tell why?

THE RULES: Each player of this game starts with the 6 weird things/habits about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

Pssst: Did anyone notice I counted backwards, Im differnt!!!!! GOSH!

Am I really so buisy?

Life can be pretty tough, or so Ive come to see this in the people around me. I wonder why my problems are problems for me when I contrast them with other peoples problems, am I just that weak? No, Im not weak, I wont beleive that, I will not be deceived to think that way. I will do everthing I can do to stand, knowing God, there is a lot that can be done. Maby its just cause Ive been so buisy lately, its hard to beleive, I always feal stressed but ok when I have alot to do and not much of it is getting done, and I feal worn out and stretched when there is stuff getting done, but I can really do quite a bit if I put myself into it and I can enjoy it. Its just all that I am dooing now isn't ministry focussed and thats what I want to do, well, stupid of me to say that. Our lives should be ministry focussed and I want mine to be, thus I run out of excuses. I am not including enough of God in my day, I want to change that, I am trying to change that, but I suppose I am not trying hard enough huh? Ill be ok, I know this because I know that God is faithful to watch out for me and keep me safe.

Edge - TraV

Ive been living on the egde of time
Ive been living on the edge of life
But now I see there's so,
much more to life than me
You took a hold of my eye
Spoke a word into my life

Now Im making ground
You have called me higher
Lord, Draw me to yourself

The night falls away from me
My eyes can see the light
The sun rises, I have life

My foolish choices gave me no hope
These stuborn lies closed my eyes
But the scales fall away
Fashion me as your own
Lord I need this touch
Jesus, think of me again

The truth holds my heart
Hope has become my post
Lord, draw me to yourself

The night falls away from me
My eyes can see the light
The sun rises, I have life

My eyes are lifted up to you still
My joy is made anew within you
Peace strikes my heart
Spirit reign in my mind
Father have your way
Mercy, set me free

Deep with in there's more
I stand aside at my door
Take my life, take my all

The night falls away from me
My eyes can see the light
The sun rises, I have life

My mind is changed to seek your ways
This heart made hungry for more of you

The night falls away from me
My eyes can see the light
The sun rises, I have life
The darkness breaks for good,
Because this love is understood
My King, my All, my God, my Friend